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allchildren) wrote2010-04-16 02:53 pm
allchildren) wrote2010-04-16 02:53 pm
this is not the entry i planned for today.
Dear internet,
Why is love so hard? Why do I struggle with new love? It doesn't make sense. I am an INFP. THE F IS FOR FUCKIN' FEELINGS. But every so often along comes a love (and with it feeeeelings) that seems to defy my ability to process it. So, being me, I make up terms for it. I pretend it is a disease and it is my private joke with myself about how I am such a doofus who lives on feelings yet REJECTS THEM and then I am like Beast at the end of Disney's BATB with feelings shooting out of my toes. Also my face. What a doofus! What a way to go.
It is not that I do not want the love. I do. But it is just a lot, you guys.
look at these fucking hipsters
I am like that douche in American Beauty right now. IDEK.
Why is love so hard? Why do I struggle with new love? It doesn't make sense. I am an INFP. THE F IS FOR FUCKIN' FEELINGS. But every so often along comes a love (and with it feeeeelings) that seems to defy my ability to process it. So, being me, I make up terms for it. I pretend it is a disease and it is my private joke with myself about how I am such a doofus who lives on feelings yet REJECTS THEM and then I am like Beast at the end of Disney's BATB with feelings shooting out of my toes. Also my face. What a doofus! What a way to go.
It is not that I do not want the love. I do. But it is just a lot, you guys.
look at these fucking hipsters
I am like that douche in American Beauty right now. IDEK.
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