Amy Ponds of the 99% (
allchildren) wrote2010-04-16 02:53 pm
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this is not the entry i planned for today.
Dear internet,
Why is love so hard? Why do I struggle with new love? It doesn't make sense. I am an INFP. THE F IS FOR FUCKIN' FEELINGS. But every so often along comes a love (and with it feeeeelings) that seems to defy my ability to process it. So, being me, I make up terms for it. I pretend it is a disease and it is my private joke with myself about how I am such a doofus who lives on feelings yet REJECTS THEM and then I am like Beast at the end of Disney's BATB with feelings shooting out of my toes. Also my face. What a doofus! What a way to go.
It is not that I do not want the love. I do. But it is just a lot, you guys.

look at these fucking hipsters
I am like that douche in American Beauty right now. IDEK.
Why is love so hard? Why do I struggle with new love? It doesn't make sense. I am an INFP. THE F IS FOR FUCKIN' FEELINGS. But every so often along comes a love (and with it feeeeelings) that seems to defy my ability to process it. So, being me, I make up terms for it. I pretend it is a disease and it is my private joke with myself about how I am such a doofus who lives on feelings yet REJECTS THEM and then I am like Beast at the end of Disney's BATB with feelings shooting out of my toes. Also my face. What a doofus! What a way to go.
It is not that I do not want the love. I do. But it is just a lot, you guys.

look at these fucking hipsters
I am like that douche in American Beauty right now. IDEK.
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but I must say, after a few minutes seeing him in motion it is just another face, albeit one I love a bit irrationally.
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AND NOW I JUST SEE A STUPID FACE I LOVE AND WANT TO SMOOSH.
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The light and the angle will hit him JUST SO and it's like WATCH OUT THERE NOW. Then he goes back to normal.
Pretty neat trick, yeah.
Someone on my flist was like HE HAS A GREAT FACE FOR A DOCTOR BECAUSE THERE'S SOMETHING A BIT UNCANNY ABOUT IT~!
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LIKE ANY OLD NORMAL DOCTOR, OF COURSE