allchildren: kay eiffel's face meets the typewriter (Default)
 HERE'S HOW IT HAPPENED
  1. hipsters in space ruined my life
  2. so I wrote fic about them doin it
  3. but then they kissed on the show so I had to write more fic explaining how they got from the show to the fic
  4. then I was like buhh??? because lol what is cut and paste and also a plot how do I make this be a story what is anything why are typeing
  5. so I posted the pre-sex post-kiss bit in defeat
  6. and forgot about all of it for two years
  7. then shared it with my fellow life-ruinees
  8. and one of them asked me to post the other part
so Jessica and Gillian p much, this is for you I'M SORRY I'm sorry these things just sort of happen

I wrote this 2.5 years ago I take no responsibility for anything

I DON'T KNOW HOW TO MAKE CUT TAGS WORK )
allchildren: kay eiffel's face meets the typewriter (⪻ brb climbing telephone pole in lightni)
Dear internet,

Why is love so hard? Why do I struggle with new love? It doesn't make sense. I am an INFP. THE F IS FOR FUCKIN' FEELINGS. But every so often along comes a love (and with it feeeeelings) that seems to defy my ability to process it. So, being me, I make up terms for it. I pretend it is a disease and it is my private joke with myself about how I am such a doofus who lives on feelings yet REJECTS THEM and then I am like Beast at the end of Disney's BATB with feelings shooting out of my toes. Also my face. What a doofus! What a way to go.

It is not that I do not want the love. I do. But it is just a lot, you guys.

here is a picture )

I am like that douche in American Beauty right now. IDEK.

December 2015

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